NEW YEAR

2010

2010

2010

2010

2010

stuck by this songsss

When i heard this songs (seperti pelangi by dygta) i was just like to cry... Currently stuck by this songs n almost everyday i hear... ;( i just put the songs in my playlist but i dunno either it work it or not.. ( or can hear clearly if u click at get track on my playlist) -enjoy the songsss ;)

Seperti Pelangi...

Seperti pelangi
Cintamu di hatiku
Walau indah kurasa
Kau tak mungkin di sini
Di sisiku

Andai di hatimu
Hanya aku cintamu
Melukiskan inginku
Walau kini ku mengerti
Kau bukan untukku

Harusnya ku tak pernah mencintamu
Walaupun semuanya indah
Kau yang tak mungkin kumiliki
Seperti pelangi ku hanya bisa menatapmu

Tak seindah mimpi
Tanpamu di sisiku
Semua hilang dan pergi
Hanya rindu yang kurasa
Hancurkan hatiku

Ingin ku melupakanmu
Namun s'lalu kurindu
Tak ingin kusesali
Walau s'lalu di hatiku

kak tasya day

Last Friday was kak tasha solemnization day, i was really excited to attend both her solemnization and reception as this is the time where i will get to see the families again!! The event of the day started off right after Friday's prayer with the arrival of the 'tok kadi' and of course, the groom... Her solemnization was at the felda jln semarak and her reception was at Hilton PJ... =)

My blog looks dull.

Okay. I noticed that.. I don't have pictures to post in my blog.. It's because I don't have a bloody camera with me. And this makes my blog looks... dull. I'm trying to change the template, but.. the design are all ugly. *yark* and no time now.
LATER OKAY!

NO IDEA

soo hard to find a topic when i don't have any topic to post on.
-.-""

Seriously.
I've been hours and hours thinking to post something in my blog. Because my fingers are so itchy to type on this keyboard but no luck.

and other reason is that I AM SO FUCKING BORED. -.-"

I miss chillin wif my girls terribly..

1 more to go...

ergggg only 1 more paper to go!!! gambatteiiiiii..... a few chapters left....
as he promised me, if i get 3.7 for this semester...so he'll buy anything dat i wish for....!!!!! I'm tryin sooo HARD syg !

BUT!!!

This sem's final exam was suck with a lots of probsss come in all together..can u guess how i handle all those things???ermmmmmmm... Eventhou how hard it is, i know 'ALLAH" is always with me...bless me

all nicely wrapped in ma soul~

I took my feeling just for fun..i never know how long I stay with someone,

NEVER really care to know it. Now times are changing. Being through every high and low and falling into all affection.. but things all is true is the best thing I share with u. When I met u, I was feel so alive, a joy like this datI've never seen before.In the best years of my life, gone all the bad times

In my heart love will last forever, it just for u.. No matter what I do, I do just for u..

U are a part of me,I'm not blind to see we'll be together. Dun take away my heart! dun break it and depart when my heart beats its true…

You really mean everything to me, I can't live without u one more day and everyday is a new day..i know dat u are the one for me! I'll never fall in love again wit sumone else, I will never give my heart away…

Can't let u go – I need u so..never let u go unless u want it!!

no pin point!

Okay. Err.. I don't know where to begin!

there are so many things to tell, to share, to say, to describe.
Lets we talk about LOVE as anyone needs to be love n be love by...

True love is the love that you have it truly madly deeply. Like, it seems that you have found the right one. Willing to sacrifice for the one you love. Now, that is true love... and yessss i met my true love!
So, wat is it????????

1) Like duuhh~
2) The right one or should I say, Mr Right or Mr You-Are-The-One. :D
3) I know how to deal with such relationships. and know how to handle any problems intelligently
4) I am aware with any type of situations and makes me know what to do.
5) I am smart enough already to know what's up with my partner.
6) By the time I think I found my true love, I have gain experiences.

Well, my first love was the suck-est. So called first-love. But, I don't regret because it is part of life when i make mistakes and just deal with it. I just think of it as my experiences in life. But then again, i might not know what is going to happen in life. It is just a random topic in my point of view after witnessing all sorts of love tragedy!

hold me..so i wont fly away

wat ever it is, I LOVE HIM as apart of my life!!!

=)

Waaaa its been a long time i didnt post anything here =) Okay. No topic actually. I just miss to write in this blog. Like want to post thousands of entries in one day :P As if.. I just finished my all test plus quizes plus all the assignment. And today was our last claz for business statistic also we had our last quiz before we ended the claz... It was... okay. Not hard,. Its okay, I guess. I dont wanna sound too confident and too comfortable, but I'm trying to be positive as I think I did well for my statistic. Yesssss


So, what did I do today, ey?
1) went to my last claz
2) Duin some revision for my final exam

Here are some pictsss dat had been taken during the claz....

just a few cuz the others already goin back

break time :) having "makan-makan" before continue the 2nd quiz

in front of lect room

broken heart

someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
mean nothing

no matter what everyone will never see me cry!!! Really really down after wat i saw its really fucked up!!! Never felt like this hurt feelings before...
Its hurting me sooooo muchhhhh =( soooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why does it hurt so bad??????????????????????????????????///

......

THE LAZINESS IS FREAKING ME !!

DEPRESSION

STRESS

PAIN

im being LAZY for this one whole week. LAZY LAZY LAZYYYYY. & im so lazy to study.. ive planned to get to the desk for this weekend but, because of my own LAZY-ness. i failed out my plan and didnt touch any notes. but somehow, i successfully prepared for my test!!

im being lazy for these days. hope i'll get my ownself back maybe for tomorrow. pleaseee. i need my strength. i need it. need it need it.ermm..

BUT, 1 thing i totally NOT being lazy to do is ;

TEXTING him. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D

love you!

really sorry about it

To those who friend requested me in Facebook or MYspace & Friendster, but I didn't confirm or ignore, I'm sorry.

First, because if you think I know you, then you are wrong. AND, I don't wanna know you. sorry.
Second, I don't just simply approve for the sake of wanting a lot of friends in my friends list.
Third, If I really know you, then it means that I don't recognize your profile picture. thats why I don't confirm your friend request. sorry.
Fourth, because I really really don't know you. Sorry.
Fifth, maybe we used to go to the same school, in the same class etc, but .. I'm sorry. I just don't wanna add you.Well, mostly who added me are my seniors and juniors from high school. which, I know you guys but I never care. Sorry.
LastLY, I'm sorry...

AND i oredy deleted a few peop in my list which is not important to me...SORRY
I only approve the one who i really know.. call me 'sombong' who cares..i just entertain selected peop...

Scared...

Anyways, about one month I will face my final exam. I have plans after exam later. (after mid-term and after final later). Feels so stress out till I need to get out of here.

I had a lot of things going on now.During the weekends, I couldn't study. I really need this time to relax my mind. Keep on stressing my nerves. It's always been the STUDY factor that haunting me.
Im trying to get by ass off studying starting from this week!!!
no more fun. be serious. set my priority. set my goals (like I always do)

what was I thinking?????????
NO MORE FUN??
BE SERIOUS?? owh NO its wasnt me!!! i cant live without havin FUN at all

let me do this again.
LESS fun. BE SERIUOS if i have to. Set my priority. Set my goals (which i have to get at least 3.7 for this semester...can i????? we'll c later
now, that is wat i shall do. FOCUS... FOCUS...FOCUS!!!

Worseeeee

Today i had done my negotiation presentation..i thinks its too bad cuz i didnt prepared for it...Mr Raduwan suddently pick us to be the 1st group to present...ergghhhhhhh

during the presentation...=)

** My 1st paper for final exam will be on the 4th of december.

** Need to prepare myself before the final..

Need to think of my new resolutions for year 2010..yeahhhh its coming soon

FOR HIM...

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my hear you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun
You are my light
And you are the last thing on my mind before I go to sleep at night
You're always around
When I'm in need
When troubles on my mind, you put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons why I want to spend forever with you

We've had our fun
And we've made mistakes
But who'd guessed along that road, we'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you so easy for me

Thre is no one in this world who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I want to share forever with you

Cus this is a world where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other we won't go, won't go that way that way
So put your doubts aside, do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever, no one can tear us apart

I just want you to know that
I can't eat
I can't sleep
I can't breath whenever I'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When I talk, I only talk about you

BLANK

Totally blank rite now... i really dunno wat is in my mind now.. Yanie was called me just now, Yanie is one of my gud frens while i'm in Uitm. She did told me that she had a problems wif her family..pity her =( i hope that she cud solved it...

I got NEW MISSION wic is get THIN..wat i need to do is DIET.. STOP eating rice for awhile..NO FAST FOOD at all !!!!!

GAMBATTEH

crappy

Supposely we're duin our presentation today, but our lecturer had cancel it and postponed to the next week...Its sound goods for us actually b'cuz we didn't prepared for the presentation yet...huhu TQ GOD..The presentation was about 40%..its a lots of mark ..Waaaaaaa lets 4get about it.

I'd got my 1st test IB's mark..yippyyyy i got A- hahahaha not that bad lol.. (= hope will duin well in my final exam....

mmmmmm well, i'm just worried about sumthing. The things wic i can't tell anyoneeeeeeeeeee........... uwaaaaaaa :'(

Assignment COMPLETED!!!

FINALLY!! I've completed all the assignment given!! which mean is NO MORE spinning head..NO MORE tension. So i can concentrate on my 2nd test. I got Inter Buss test on 6th nov, i have to focus on it bcuz our lecturer is really strick..goshh Well, lets put that aside for awhile..

Today i went to Shah Alam meeting my baby and farra there.. i picked farra at her college at MAWAR. Farra helping me duin my project for BIS. I have to do a website.. (i haven't learnt n my lect never teach us how to do it) I have no idea how to do it n Farra gives some idea on it... TQ FARRA!

After finished all the things we went to Sect2 n eat ABC there NYYUUUMMyy!

*Excited!*