Sunday, May 30, 2010

saye sedih ;'(

When i wrote this, my tears drop ;'( sumpah i cant handle this

U dun have to remind me coz...

I know myself better than you..you..and you!!

I know where i stand for

I know what shud do

I know my limit

I know my weakness

I know my standard level

If you like me, then thank you! If u dont like me then leave me!

owwww shit i tak boleh nak type byk2...my head is spinning around...i sangat2 sedih!! I need shoulder to cry..anyone?? plssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..this is so fucking shit ;'(

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

privacy

yeahhhh no one knows about this blog! i mean My blog..i secret it from others..only certain peeps which is i select knowing this blog..( so guys u shud proud dat u r selected ;) )
I used this blog to express how i feel, my thought, my sadness, my hapiness n all my lah! nak mencarut maki hamun org pun thru this blog juga ;) but not all the things i wrote in this...

If i published my url blog in the facebook or any web, i'm sure kwn2 /stalker sebok2 kat blog nie as u can see my fren list kat facebook pon da around 600++ tuh pon byk da di tapis...kalu nak approve semua mmg 1000++ la kot...errrrrrr

Maybe 1 day i'll open it to public.. ;)

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

arghhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Arghhhhh shit!! shit !! fakkk laaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!
sial laaa kau!!!!!!!!!! kau bodo!!!!! mati lagi baik!!!!! pig!!!!!!!
aku benciiiiiiiii kau!!!!!!! get out of mylifeeeeee!!!!!!!!

I'm malay..

Aha. Saya ingat cina, bile tgk name, melayu rupenye.

Hhm..okay..acceptable. Not saying i'm proud to be getting that kind of remarks, but i do get that often, so no surprise. But honestly, maybe i look at myself everyday, i can't notice the difference. But hmm..where's the chinese?I mean which part?I use to think it could be the eyes. My eyes are kindda small. But then i use eyeliners to make my eyes look bigger. Doesn't help does it? Okay, so my skin is fair though i do use makeup, helps a little.

That's kindda alright you know, because well...i'm not really pure malay (siam,ind0n bla bla) (com'on we all aren't). There's mix of every type of race, and that's what we get. A production of "can't really know what she/he is". = )

Knape???knape??

Due to the tittle as above persoalan disini adelah kenape???kenape?? Okay! ape yang saye cube persoalkan disini adelah...(gile lame) kenape perlu curang (kna bg highlight) and kenape perlu tidak jujur in a relationship???? Knape??kenapa?? ini bkn persoalan bagaimana tapi persoalan kenape??kenapa oowwwww kenapa (pls stop me!)

Maybe kerane mereka2 ini tergolong dlm :
1) golongan org yang tidak tahu berterima kasih???
2) golongan org yang tidak tahu menghargai???
3) golongan org yang bodo mencari cinta sejati la konon...

Atau mungkin:
1) Gf/Bf mereka tak best??
2)Gf/Bf mereka tak macho/cun?? (mcm la kau lawa/hensem sgt bodo!anjing!)
3)Gf/Bf mereka juge curang (mungkin)

For me, org yang curang adelah org yg boleh di labelkan sbg org yang tidak tahu utk berterima kasih or org yang tak tahu utk menghargai...Ini adelah tidak adil bg mereka yg dicurangi...as u know, LOVE is blind and i admit it!! LOVE can make us being STUPID sumtimes... and LOVE is wonderful ;)

Tp bg saye, pabila saye telah menyanyangi seseorng itu maka tiada lah istilah curang dlm diri saye(seriusssss) kerana saye amat menghargai org yg menyanyangi saye..no reasons utk saye berlaku curang,unless saye dicurangi di belakang beliau... (itu cerita lain) Jika ini berlaku kepada saye,ape yang boleh saye katakan adelah ''tiada maaf bagimu'' cheewah n i'll hate u for the rest of mylife n saye mengharamkan nama beliau dlm diri saye (perghh mmg betul2 mara ni) Saye benci PENCURANG!!! yeahhhhhhhh

But seriusly i tell u...the most things yang paling saye takut adelah perkataan CURANG,DICURANGI atau MENCURANG (ishhh ape aku ni)

Maka dgn ini sayangilah org yang menyanyangi kamu sepenuh jiwa ;)

Friday, May 14, 2010

I'm alright

please someone , lift this huge unseen burden on my shoulder..anyone??
hmm

on my second thought, takyah laa

let

me

be

on

my

own.

do not console me!
do not comfort me!
do not persuade me!
do not sympathize me

i can handle this by my own tiny self
noora always appear happy eventhou her heart is practically shattered to desruction..takpe
noora ok je..la la la lalal ;') grow up! grow up!!

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

TENGKU NOORA

She's fussy, unlike the other girls. She knows herself and she knows that she's not perfect, but she spends her time having fun and doing the best with what she's got... She is insecure about what the future holds for her !!
She doesnt knows if she could satisfies the people that hold so much hope on her . Whatever she ought to decides will definitely affects the people she love, the people she wud treat her life for.... ----> definitely TENGKU NOORA
Find a man that, willing to sacrifice absolutely anything for you, not during the early stage of your relationship but throughout the relationship. Sacrifice for you even though how hard it is, and how tiring it is. Find a man that, loves you for who you are. Accept your weaknesses and your UGLIEST attitude. Find a man that patient with your attitude that can be SO annoying to others, and mature. Because this type of man, shall be the greatest man you can find.

Credits to SAYED FUAD for being that perfect-for-me man.

i LOVE u!!