Saturday, July 31, 2010

3rd ANNIVERSARY =)


It has been 3 years now..3 years already. Time fly so fast! Its like i just know him yesterday..Hope he likes what i'm getting him ♥♥♥


I LOVE U moreee syg!!

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

STRESS

Had my Project Management quiz today.
It was.. okay. Okay here means not so good. :(

The short answer question and case study was okay. Because that's what the lecturer asked us to read. So, basically, we all have prepared the answers. But then again, hope for the best!
But the Multiple Choice Questions was like.. wherww! Dude. I just have to pick one answer and it is so damn hard.
Gahhhhhh!

Stress aku.
I've been focusing so much on the writing section till I somehow neglected the MCQs.
Gahhhhh
This is so not cool.
Not cool at all.

But, overall, It's OKAY. Okay here means Okay. Okay?
-.-"

AND plus, I sat directly under the aircond, and it was FUCKING COLD!



Damn it.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

BULL SHIT

Have you ever feel that everything you do seems wrong?
Have you ever feel that everything happened around you seems wrong?
Have you ever feel everything that is in place right now seems wrong?
Have you ever feel like wanna smash something and just scream?
Have you ever feel so mad till you feel that everything you do is fucking bullshit?
Have you ever feel so mad till you don't feel like talking?
Have you ever feel that whatever you likes to do seems bullshit?
Have you?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
This feeling is so fucking bullshit.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

DI SAAT...

Di saat

Disaat kamu ingin melepaskan seseorang
ingatlah pada saat kamu ingin mendapatkannya


Disaat kamu mulai tidak mencintainya
ingatlah saat pertama kamu jatuh cinta padanya


Disaat kamu mulai bosan dengannya
ingatlah selalu saat terindah bersamanya


Disaat kamu ingin menduakannya
bayangkan jika dia selalu setia


Saat kamu ingin membohonginya
ingatlah disaat dia jujur padamu



Maka kamu akan merasakan arti dia untukmu
Jangan sampai disaat dia sudah tidak disisimu,
Kamu baru menyadari semua arti dirinya untukmu




Yang indah hanya sementara
Yang abadi adalah kenangan
Yang ikhlas hanya dari hati
Yang tulus hanya dari sanubari



Tidak mudah mencari yang hilang
Tidak mudah mengejar impian



Namun yg lebih susah mempertahankan yg ada
Karena walaupun tergenggam bisa terlepas juga
Ingatlah pada pepatah, "Jika kamu tidak memiliki apa yang kamu sukai, maka sukailah apa yang kamu miliki saat ini"



Belajar menerima apa adanya dan berpikir positif
Hidup bagaikan mimpi, seindah apapun,
begitu bangun semuanya sirna tak berbekas
Rumah mewah bagai istana, harta benda yang tak terhitung, kedudukan, dan jabatan yg luar biasa, namun..



Ketika nafas terakhir tiba, sebatang jarum pun tak bisa dibawa pergi
Sehelai benang pun tak bisa dimiliki
Apalagi yang mau diperebutkan
Apalagi yang mau disombongkan



Maka jalanilah hidup ini dengan keinsafan nurani
Jangan terlalu perhitungan
Jangan hanya mau menang sendiri
Jangan suka sakiti sesama apalagi terhadap mereka yang berjasa bagi kita
Belajarlah tiada hari tanpa kasih
Selalu berlapang dada dan mengalah
Hidup ceria, bebas leluasa



Tak ada yang tak bisa di ikhlaskan
Tak ada sakit hati yang tak bisa dimaafkan
Tak ada dendam yang tak bisa terhapus.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

oooo yeahhh~

Jay Z ft Alicia Keys - Empire State of Mind
In New York
concrete jungle where dreams are made,
ohThere's nothing you can't do,
now you're in New York
These streets will make you feel brand new
Big Lights will inspire you, let's hear it for New YorkNew York, New York.
One hand in the air for the big cityStreet lights, big dreams all looking pretty
No place in the world that can compare
Put your lighters in the air,
everybody say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
This song makes me feel..
Ahhh Damn it!I want to go to New York.
Badly.
It's the greatest city in the world!
Something crosses my mind when I heard this song..
Why don't have my honeymoon there?
It's sooo perfect!!
Ahhhhhh Live my dreams there.
Then go to Italia, Upper East Side, all those fantastic places.
That is my biggest dream.
My big fat dream.
:)

Thursday, June 10, 2010

TREAT ME WELL syg~

This is makes me think..

While you SCREAM at your woman, there's a man wishing he could talk softly in her ear. While you HUMILIATE, OFFEND and INSULT her, there's a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there's a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your woman CRY, there's a man stealing smiles from her.

Treat your woman that they deserve.

And this will always remind me to ALWAYS treat my partner the way that he deserves.
Yes, I make mistakes. Sometimes, I can be angry at him, annoyed and mad at him like my feelings that only matters. But after that, I felt guilty and sorry. I always wanted to turn back the last few 20 minutes and try to control my anger. Try to treat him nicely. Talk to him in a softer way. Stop correcting him like everything he did is wrong.

Because this what I always remember,


While you SCREAM at your man, there's a woman wishing she could talk softly in his ear. While you HUMILIATE or DOESN'T CARE HOW HE FEELS or BLAMING HIM, there's always a woman flirting with him and reminds him that he deserves someone better. While you IGNORE your man, there's a woman wishing she could satisfy his lust/he wish there is a woman that can make love to him. While you make your man DOWN or UPSET, there's always another Bitch trying to steal him away from you.
.
..
...

To my dearest love, FUAD

Thank you for your love and patience. For being kind and honest. I love you every bit of my heart. Forgive me for anything that makes you feel annoyed, mad and upset. And sorry for being a jerk at times. Whatever my actions, I do love you. No doubt. May I be a great wife and mother to your children in the future. You try your hard to please me. You try your best to make me happy. You are willing to sacrifice your time, and energy just for me. You are the greatest man one can find. I love you, SYG~
and I really DO!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Lagenda Budak Setan



I watched Lagenda Budak Setan last night.
It was okay. Not bad.
Lisa Surihani was superb in that movie.
And the main plots in the movie are somehow the same as in the novel.
Of course, the novel is better.
Well, I can't wait for the second part of the movie.
WHICH, the baby will die, and Fazura came back i think.
*Emm like in the novel.* the novel that i read which i was in form 5! ahaha

Kasha is being a good ♥er to Ayu and he's willing to faced everything he has, just for Ayu. He swear Ayu is the only princess in his heart till the end of life.. i like Kasha said "Aku tak pernah berhenti cintakan Ayu" ;')

here i stuck with the songs
~Bila Cinta~

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa
Ditinggalkan cinta masa lalu

Dulu kau tawarkan
Manisnya janjimu
Yang ku sambut itu
Dengan segenap hatiku
Bila engkau pergi
Tinggalkanku

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Ternyata memilih
Cinta yang fana

Perginya dirimu
merobek jantungku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan

Hilangnya cintamu
Menusuk hatiku
Hingga ku terjatuh
Dalam harapan
Dalam harapan

p/s the playlist above played the songs..but i dunno whether it work it or not... sorry