I hate this!!!!

I have always this kind of ... character.

Not to say that I'm kind or whatsoever, its just that I can't or don't know how to react back.

The thing is, I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TEND TO MAKE FUN OF SOMETHING OUT OF ME.

Get it?

I HATE IT. READ MY LIPS. FUCKING HATE IT.

AND THE THING THAT MAKES ME MORE FRUSTRATED IS WHEN I COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING BAD BACK AT THEM, THAT CAN HURT THEIR FEELINGS.

I just can't when it has something to do with friend's friend OR friend's friend's friend OR whatever lah. ' bile kau ckp aku boleh..bile aku cakap balik kau nak terasa palak kan!!!! '

But to those people that I HATE, ooo yes, I'LL SPEAK RIGHT BACK AT YOU. DIRECTLY.

I can't say bad things or say things that I know it will hurt them *like friend's friend*.

And I don't know how to react to those kinds of statements. Should I laugh when I don't really feel like laughing? Should I ignore and be patient when they tend to do it more often?

Feeling hurt and feel like want to scream at this someone's face. But all are stopped because of friendships.

THAT is just bullshit.

AAAArrghhhh Hate it when I have to take care of people's feelings but they don't take care of other people's feelings.

No manners.

They call it as 'gurau', I call it immature.....