I've been stuck

I need to go out. I can't stay at home everyday like this doing nothing. Everyday the same old routine. I'm sick of sitting in front of the laptop all day long surfing this freaking internet. Boleh gila.

Another reason why I need to get a life is because the longer I stay in the house, I have full confidence that I boleh gila for the reason that my mind won't stop thinking about this and that. Like I wanna sleep so badly but my mind doesn't want to shut. I've been thinking too much. Come on, I do not have anything else to do, thus my mind keep thinking. Thinking about the present and the future. Thank God, I rarely think about the past. Perhaps I'm the type who forgets. I must do something that can distract my mind from thinking nonsense.

My body needs to do something that can make me feel tired in order for me to get a very deep sleep. For instance, if you go out and do something, get home feeling worn-out ,you'll definitely fall asleep easily, correct? But if you just stay at home, lazing around, do nothing.... you don't have the point to fall asleep, don't you? Maybe I should start jogging or something.