Bluarghhhhhh !!!!!!

MENINGGALKAN??? or DITINGGALKAN???

I think BOTH is hurt! Sometimes we have to let our love ones go by having their own life if they are no HAPPY with u..yessss we have to do so!! If that what they want.....

and sometimes if die rase yang kite ni bkan lah TERBAIK untuk die, eventho da mcm2 kite buat untuk dapatkan HATI die sepenuhnye..one thing u have to remember " NO BODY PERFECT !! " and maybe kite ni bukan lah seperti ape yang die nak, so that die pon mencari2 lah org lain yang die rase maybe TERBAIK untuk die.... Let they go. Pray the BEST for them... I know..its HURT and really HURT!! but at least u already try ur best and do the BEST for them, tapi die still tak nmpak and tak rase kite TERBAIK ....

ITs HURT when peop do not APPRECIATE us.... CHILL urself !!!

KAU PERGI....

Al-Fatihah for him...

He is my old n gud friend i ever had ! I just cant believe that he already passed away.. He passed away becoz of bee alergic, his internal organs were swollen then it blocked his respiratory organs.. ;(

I know him almost 17 years and our 1st met when we're at 8 years old n a lots of memory together... we're going to the school together, play together, swimming n etc... OMG ;(


my dear friend...will always pray for u..ur in a better place..no one can replace u as a good friend..u gave me alot of advice n u really were there when i need someone to talk ..may ur soul rest in peace.. al-fatihah..

Al-fatihah for Shahnaz Fadhli
May he Rest In Peace there...

I hate this!!!!

I have always this kind of ... character.

Not to say that I'm kind or whatsoever, its just that I can't or don't know how to react back.

The thing is, I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TEND TO MAKE FUN OF SOMETHING OUT OF ME.

Get it?

I HATE IT. READ MY LIPS. FUCKING HATE IT.

AND THE THING THAT MAKES ME MORE FRUSTRATED IS WHEN I COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING BAD BACK AT THEM, THAT CAN HURT THEIR FEELINGS.

I just can't when it has something to do with friend's friend OR friend's friend's friend OR whatever lah. ' bile kau ckp aku boleh..bile aku cakap balik kau nak terasa palak kan!!!! '

But to those people that I HATE, ooo yes, I'LL SPEAK RIGHT BACK AT YOU. DIRECTLY.

I can't say bad things or say things that I know it will hurt them *like friend's friend*.

And I don't know how to react to those kinds of statements. Should I laugh when I don't really feel like laughing? Should I ignore and be patient when they tend to do it more often?

Feeling hurt and feel like want to scream at this someone's face. But all are stopped because of friendships.

THAT is just bullshit.

AAAArrghhhh Hate it when I have to take care of people's feelings but they don't take care of other people's feelings.

No manners.

They call it as 'gurau', I call it immature.....

Hard Time maybe ;( sighhhhh

Had a lot going on lately ;(

I have "Operation Mngmt (OM)" assignment which I haven't started anything yet.

Not even research...havent found the tittle for my reseach yet!!!!

Gosh! My group partners are going to kill me :P

The subjects taken is getting tougher and tougher.

When the lecturer thought me how to do it, I get it. I understand.

But when I try to do it on my own, I will go blank. Don't know how to do... (biase la tu konon 100% faham )

My "OM" Class is so BORING!

EXACT SAME THING.

But WHY I felt bored EVERYTIME SHE TEACHES?!

WHY WHY WHY WHY?

I tell you why, because she spent like 10-15 minutes explaining on ONE slide.

Literally.

And, she gave examples that have grandmother story.

"OM" subject should be fun!

Goshhhhh.

I rather skip the lecture and attend the tutorials.

Anyways, few things need to do:

1) Finish the tutorial chapter 5 & 6 as well

2) Start search the tittle for buss reseach otherwise she wont allow me to enter the claz ( gilee btol ! )

Due Date: Next week before Chinese New Year!

Hurmmmmmmmm

hello !!! Do i Know You?????

So far in my facebook account or my space or etc n watever account i have include YM also, lots of unknown people add me to their friends list..the point is sometimes i hardly know u..or hardly remember u..or do we play together during childhood? or during school years? or mase tgh tunggu bas? oh tidak! seriuosly i won't simply add frends that i really can't recall our relationship...or am i just too famous? heheheh sometimes sister's friends..friend of friend..

adoyyy sorryla yerkk..one more thing if your profile pics is not ur pict or using other pict..kalau check profil tengok tulis female n tahun lahir, nama pulak bukan nama sebenar.what da heck? u think i know u??

The Moments

Owhh yess i know that i dun really spend much time in my blog! i admit it..and it was the reasons my blog looks boring!!!!! yeeeahhh boringggggg!!!

All the things are just fine at the moment! ;)
It would be great if I've captured all the great moments I had in my life in pictures and videos. Unfortunately, I didn't. Never mind, I've captured those moments in my heart thooo ;)

hahahhaha boring riteeee
wat ever!

My BLOG will be in "rojak mamak" hahahaha

Okay, starts TODAY my blog will be in "ROJAK" language, as following 1 Malaysia ( rojak ) i can wrote in bahasa, english or even mandarin ( huhuhu next sem i will take mandarin)

WE IGNORE THE ONE'S WHO ADORE US
ADORE THE ONE'S WHO IGNORE US
LOVE THE ONE'S WHO HURT US
AND HURT THE ONE'S WHO LOVE US

sgt ironic kan?

well, eventho we are tring to live in denial
we did tend to hurt org yg kite syg (cheewah)
reality check, bende ni, most of the times, bukan nye sengaje ke ape
ia berlaku tanpa kita sedari
tau tau je, kite TERsakit kan hati org tu
dh terhantuk, baru tergadah...paham?
tak paham takpe

anyways, i pon same
dh byk kali terjadi
n setiap kali tu jugak i promise not to repeat the same mistake
BUT !!, it still happent
again and again annnndddd again

till at one point of time
i rase i don't deserve to be loved
sbb tak dpt jd anak/sister/friend/gf/student yang good good org kate
tak payah nk kater terbaik
yg baik tu pon cam samar2 je
cam baik aku ni mati je
tak payah org lain sakit hati kerana aku
tak payah nk susah kan org lain

but this time around
I did a pact
a promise
a promise yg kalau i langgar, i sendiri akan merana
kirenye makan diri sendiri laaa
but WTH !
utk org yg i sayangi, i sanggup
asalkan i can be a better person

maka dgn ini
me, T.E.N.G.K.U N.O.O.R.A berjanji
tidak akan sama sekali menyaikiti org yang saya sayang!