transform of 2011 :)

As 2011 begin, i decided to wear hijab..i rase this is the right time tuk berubah ;) i taknak bebel byk2...so this is NEW ME :)

MY FAIRY TALE WEDDING STORY

I always dream that weddings were suppose to be romantic like in a fairy tale. If I had to plan the wedding of my dreams it would be on top of a hill, cliff overseeing nature's beauty or in the garden. I have heard of Cinderella, Snow White, and Princess Jasmine from bedtime stories , television shows and movies when i was kid. I dreamed that, one day I shall wear fairy tales wedding dresses on my wedding day. I can be beautiful princesses on my wedding day and that day will come soon (InsyaAllah) . I will have my chance at being the princess marrying my prince in my very own modern fairy tale of a love story.

Though elegant and somewhat elaborate, my wedding day was everything I ever hoped for. I will be wearing a delicate but beautiful sleeveless wedding dress with crystals beadings and semi-precious stones. I will wear a flower crown on my head. The bridesmaid dresses would be lavender. The groomsmen tuxes would be lavender and black. The white arch would decorated in a beautiful array of colors . For the wedding wear shoes, I will wear a Cinderella glass high heel shoes.

Red roses, live birds and nature were the setting for this fairy tale wedding theme. I will decorate the garden with fairy tale theme, using a lot of pastel colored tulle, satin ribbons, bows, pearl, bells, birds, coaches, castles, red roses, ivory decorations, pumpkins and not forget a red carpet too. I will place candles on both sides along the garden path. Enhance the atmosphere of my garden setting wedding with my Cinderella fairy tale theme by adding trellises and arches adorned with flowers and ivy and white chairs draped in tulle. On the reception table, I will locate an ice sculpture made to depict a castle, a horse drawn carriage or a "Glass Slipper" ice sculpture made for the centre of the reception table.

In order to reflect my wedding theme, I prefer a DJ, or actual performers get scores or sound track of the movie Cinderella, Beauty and the Beast and favorite songs for background music classical string quartet, a harpist or a solo pianist will be perfect and for dancing. To set the mood for my theme wedding, I will arrive by horse drawn carriage and leave the same way, also I will give rides to my guests between the ceremony and the reception..

you are my destiny in my life...hope our dreams come true..may god bless us :)

This will be my fairytale castle wedding cake topper with horse drawn pumpkin coach.

This will be my fairy tale wedding favors

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i feel good ;)

It took me 3 years to actually realise that i do love him with all my heart n that everything will be okay if we go tru it together.=) i love him more n more as each day passes by n i do look at him as my bestfriend n not only a lover. we come from a different background n lifestyle. but so far, so good.

I FEEL GOOD

Whatever that you did to other people, you're gonna get it back. BIG TIME!

KEEP MY WORDS!

:'(

i am literally crying right naw. it just hurts too much..i am totally unwanted. inappreciatively ignored. i rase sedih. i just sometimes breakdown n cry, n i havent cried in quite awhile. nobody gets me.nobody understands me. i try so hard not to cry, because i dont want other people to think of me as someone who cant live without attention, love n moral support all the time. but the fact is, i do. i am just like every other human being in this world. i pun nak someone to be there for me when i really need someone to talk to, or to share my problems with.. if i nanges sket je..nanti orng ingat im not tough enuf to face this world or something. if i nanges sket je, people akan ingat i ni melebih2 or watever.all they think is i nanges for something completely remeh n stupid. but life is soo unfair. everyone deserves to be happy. sume orng tak tau what im going tru n stuff. i depend totally on NOTHING. its something i shud be proud of, but i have feelings too u noe. i just feel sad....i might sound okay..but i try really hard to avoid making everyone so worried about me. its just sad u noe. i just cant take it anymore. i hate crying. it makes me feel weak..but what can i do, its only normal to feel this way.. i rase macam i have nobody. nobody at all.. all those promises. just simpan baik2 je la k.. jangan la bwat janji yang u x boleh tepati. gave me alot of hope but not really into it..i just want to end this. i hate crying ;-((

Raya with babess

So on the 1st day raya , I went out with bunch of friends. Beraya. Went to few houses only.

I should just upload the pictures :)

from left yaya, ieqa, ieja and ME =)

After all day raye than at nyte we decided to watch movie ( Going to the distance)

RAYA yawwwwwww

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE! ;)