Lately...

Lately, I've been very sensitive.

No. Not that emotional sensitive.

I can't really do things fast or in a fast movement, cuz later I'll get headache.

I cannot eat so much like I used to cuz my throat feel painful. Not that there is tonsil or I'm having a cough or something. It's just.. dry.

I cannot read my textbook for hours and hours like I used to because later I'll be very dizzy looking at those small cramped fonts

I cannot be under the sun cuz later I'll have headache!!! sux~ man

I cannot stare at the computer screen for so many hours like I used to cuz the bright light makes me feel dizzy.

What is wrong with me?

:(

Anyways, had my B2B test just now.

It went well.

HOPE it went well.

Next, Financial management plus with the Quality Management in one day

Which means, DIE!

Hot!! hot!! sooooo HOT

I'm not feeling well today.Maybe cuaca yang sgt2 panas !

Started from last night.

Headache, and my body is aching...

And now, my body is starting to heat up.

No food.

Hungry.

:(

FINALLY.... cutting my hair SHORT !!!

Yessssssss
I cut my hair yesterday!!

I cut my hair short.
and I love it like hell! ;)
Its.. nice. hehe ** weeekkk perasan ** lalalala
and maybe because its something different.
Not that my boring straight
I think I'm more comfortable with short hair. hihi
Anyways, during the hair cut, I decided to color my hair.
Like highlight la..
Get it?

All I can say now is.. it is worth every $$$ I spent on my haircut!
Gosh!
And I'm satisfied with it. :)

Bluarghhhhhh !!!!!!

MENINGGALKAN??? or DITINGGALKAN???

I think BOTH is hurt! Sometimes we have to let our love ones go by having their own life if they are no HAPPY with u..yessss we have to do so!! If that what they want.....

and sometimes if die rase yang kite ni bkan lah TERBAIK untuk die, eventho da mcm2 kite buat untuk dapatkan HATI die sepenuhnye..one thing u have to remember " NO BODY PERFECT !! " and maybe kite ni bukan lah seperti ape yang die nak, so that die pon mencari2 lah org lain yang die rase maybe TERBAIK untuk die.... Let they go. Pray the BEST for them... I know..its HURT and really HURT!! but at least u already try ur best and do the BEST for them, tapi die still tak nmpak and tak rase kite TERBAIK ....

ITs HURT when peop do not APPRECIATE us.... CHILL urself !!!

KAU PERGI....

Al-Fatihah for him...

He is my old n gud friend i ever had ! I just cant believe that he already passed away.. He passed away becoz of bee alergic, his internal organs were swollen then it blocked his respiratory organs.. ;(

I know him almost 17 years and our 1st met when we're at 8 years old n a lots of memory together... we're going to the school together, play together, swimming n etc... OMG ;(


my dear friend...will always pray for u..ur in a better place..no one can replace u as a good friend..u gave me alot of advice n u really were there when i need someone to talk ..may ur soul rest in peace.. al-fatihah..

Al-fatihah for Shahnaz Fadhli
May he Rest In Peace there...

I hate this!!!!

I have always this kind of ... character.

Not to say that I'm kind or whatsoever, its just that I can't or don't know how to react back.

The thing is, I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE TEND TO MAKE FUN OF SOMETHING OUT OF ME.

Get it?

I HATE IT. READ MY LIPS. FUCKING HATE IT.

AND THE THING THAT MAKES ME MORE FRUSTRATED IS WHEN I COULDN'T SAY ANYTHING BAD BACK AT THEM, THAT CAN HURT THEIR FEELINGS.

I just can't when it has something to do with friend's friend OR friend's friend's friend OR whatever lah. ' bile kau ckp aku boleh..bile aku cakap balik kau nak terasa palak kan!!!! '

But to those people that I HATE, ooo yes, I'LL SPEAK RIGHT BACK AT YOU. DIRECTLY.

I can't say bad things or say things that I know it will hurt them *like friend's friend*.

And I don't know how to react to those kinds of statements. Should I laugh when I don't really feel like laughing? Should I ignore and be patient when they tend to do it more often?

Feeling hurt and feel like want to scream at this someone's face. But all are stopped because of friendships.

THAT is just bullshit.

AAAArrghhhh Hate it when I have to take care of people's feelings but they don't take care of other people's feelings.

No manners.

They call it as 'gurau', I call it immature.....

Hard Time maybe ;( sighhhhh

Had a lot going on lately ;(

I have "Operation Mngmt (OM)" assignment which I haven't started anything yet.

Not even research...havent found the tittle for my reseach yet!!!!

Gosh! My group partners are going to kill me :P

The subjects taken is getting tougher and tougher.

When the lecturer thought me how to do it, I get it. I understand.

But when I try to do it on my own, I will go blank. Don't know how to do... (biase la tu konon 100% faham )

My "OM" Class is so BORING!

EXACT SAME THING.

But WHY I felt bored EVERYTIME SHE TEACHES?!

WHY WHY WHY WHY?

I tell you why, because she spent like 10-15 minutes explaining on ONE slide.

Literally.

And, she gave examples that have grandmother story.

"OM" subject should be fun!

Goshhhhh.

I rather skip the lecture and attend the tutorials.

Anyways, few things need to do:

1) Finish the tutorial chapter 5 & 6 as well

2) Start search the tittle for buss reseach otherwise she wont allow me to enter the claz ( gilee btol ! )

Due Date: Next week before Chinese New Year!

Hurmmmmmmmm