Thursday, November 19, 2009

=)

Waaaa its been a long time i didnt post anything here =) Okay. No topic actually. I just miss to write in this blog. Like want to post thousands of entries in one day :P As if.. I just finished my all test plus quizes plus all the assignment. And today was our last claz for business statistic also we had our last quiz before we ended the claz... It was... okay. Not hard,. Its okay, I guess. I dont wanna sound too confident and too comfortable, but I'm trying to be positive as I think I did well for my statistic. Yesssss


So, what did I do today, ey?
1) went to my last claz
2) Duin some revision for my final exam

Here are some pictsss dat had been taken during the claz....


just a few cuz the others already goin back


break time :) having "makan-makan" before continue the 2nd quiz


in front of lect room

Sunday, November 15, 2009

broken heart

someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing
mean nothing

no matter what everyone will never see me cry!!!
Really really down after wat i saw its really fucked up!!! Never felt like this hurt feelings before...
Its hurting me sooooo muchhhhh =( soooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Why does it hurt so bad??????????????????????????????????///

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

......

THE LAZINESS IS FREAKING ME !!
DEPRESSION
STRESS
PAIN
im being LAZY for this one whole week. LAZY LAZY LAZYYYYY. & im so lazy to study.. ive planned to get to the desk for this weekend but, because of my own LAZY-ness. i failed out my plan and didnt touch any notes. but somehow, i successfully prepared for my test!!
im being lazy for these days. hope i'll get my ownself back maybe for tomorrow. pleaseee. i need my strength. i need it. need it need it.ermm..
BUT, 1 thing i totally NOT being lazy to do is ;
TEXTING him. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA :D
love you!

Sunday, November 8, 2009

really sorry about it

To those who friend requested me in Facebook or MYspace & Friendster, but I didn't confirm or ignore, I'm sorry.

First, because if you think I know you, then you are wrong. AND, I don't wanna know you. sorry.
Second, I don't just simply approve for the sake of wanting a lot of friends in my friends list.
Third, If I really know you, then it means that I don't recognize your profile picture. thats why I don't confirm your friend request. sorry.
Fourth, because I really really don't know you. Sorry.
Fifth, maybe we used to go to the same school, in the same class etc, but .. I'm sorry. I just don't wanna add you.Well, mostly who added me are my seniors and juniors from high school. which, I know you guys but I never care. Sorry.
LastLY, I'm sorry...

AND i oredy deleted a few peop in my list which is not important to me...SORRY
I only approve the one who i really know.. call me 'sombong' who cares..i just entertain selected peop...

Scared...

Anyways, about one month I will face my final exam. I have plans after exam later. (after mid-term and after final later). Feels so stress out till I need to get out of here.

I had a lot of things going on now.During the weekends, I couldn't study. I really need this time to relax my mind. Keep on stressing my nerves. It's always been the STUDY factor that haunting me.
Im trying to get by ass off studying starting from this week!!!
no more fun. be serious. set my priority. set my goals (like I always do)

what was I thinking?????????
NO MORE FUN??
BE SERIOUS?? owh NO its wasnt me!!! i cant live without havin FUN at all

let me do this again.
LESS fun. BE SERIUOS if i have to. Set my priority. Set my goals (which i have to get at least 3.7 for this semester...can i????? we'll c later
now, that is wat i shall do. FOCUS... FOCUS...FOCUS!!!

Monday, November 2, 2009

Worseeeee

Today i had done my negotiation presentation..i thinks its too bad cuz i didnt prepared for it...Mr Raduwan suddently pick us to be the 1st group to present...ergghhhhhhh



during the presentation...=)
** My 1st paper for final exam will be on the 4th of december.
** Need to prepare myself before the final..
Need to think of my new resolutions for year 2010..yeahhhh its coming soon


Sunday, November 1, 2009

FOR HIM...

I'll be loving you forever
Deep inside my hear you'll leave me never
Even if you took my heart
And tore it apart
I would love you still forever

You are the sun
You are my light
And you are the last thing on my mind before I go to sleep at night
You're always around
When I'm in need
When troubles on my mind, you put my soul at ease
There is no one in this world
Who can love me like you do
So many reasons why I want to spend forever with you

We've had our fun
And we've made mistakes
But who'd guessed along that road, we'd learn to give and take
It's so much more than I could have dreamed
You make loving you so easy for me

Thre is no one in this world who can love me like you do
That is the reason that I want to share forever with you

Cus this is a world where lovers often go astray
But if we love each other we won't go, won't go that way that way
So put your doubts aside, do what it takes to make it right
Coz I'll love you forever, no one can tear us apart

I just want you to know that
I can't eat
I can't sleep
I can't breath whenever I'm without you
When we walk, I stand tall
When I talk, I only talk about you