my perfect 20.11.2011

Alhamdulillah. I am now married. Blissfully happy :) Life after marriage is different. I couldn't be more happy. This feeling is still very new.

Married at young age is different. Different in a good way. Life's good at the moment. :)

NOVEMBER countdown!

Well, I’ve been a tardy blogger and haven’t posted in a REALLY long time. Planning a wedding while aggressively completed my final report and FINALLY I'm done with it :))

Aside from a LOTsss of last minute hassles (cancellations, family emergencies, place change and more), i have loved planning our wedding as perfect as i can do.

I know it won’t all be perfect, and i’m (trying to be) ok with that. I’m looking forward to being surrounded by our family and friends and celebrating our happy ever after.

This blog was mostly for me, but thanks to anyone else who might be reading…

Bring on 20.11.2011 :))

Soalan Isteri untuk Si Suami

I've found this from someone's blog.....

Syukur Alhamdulillah, aku disahkan mengandung. Tetapi alahanku menyebabkan aku tidak mampu mencium baumu sayang. Mendekatimu sahaja sudah cukup mengundang loya. Entahlah berapa lama, mungkin sebulan dua, mungkin empat bulan atau lima. Ada kemungkinan bukan sahaja untuk kandungan kali pertama, malah yang depan-depan juga. Sabarkah engkau dengan kerenahku? Masihkah aku ini menjadi cintamu di kala itu?

menjadi cintamu di kala itu?

Semasa mengandung,

Aku tidak lalu makan, mulutku asyik mengeluh sakit sini dan sakit sana. Tidur sering tidak lena, aku yang ceria berubah menjadi pemarah dan sering berduka. Bukan aku sengaja tetapi segala yang kurasa di setiap inci tubuhku, menimbulkan resah dan tidak selesa. Sabarkah engkau dengan kelemahanku ini?

Semasa mengandung,

Keupayaanku untuk melayan keperluan batinmu tidak seperti biasa. Aku lemah, sering juga hambar tiada penariknya.Masihkah aku buah hatimu?

Semasa kita mula berumahtangga,

Pasti hidup kita indah bagai di Syurga. Tambah pula dengan kurniaan cahaya mata pertama. Namun ketika cahaya mata bertambah bilang, kerjaya kita semakin berkembang. Pendapatan bertambah, tanggungan dan beban juga bertambah. Dalam suasana yang banyak tekanan di rumahtangga kita, apakah engkau masih mampu ceria? Sabar dengan kerenah anak-anak dan ibu mereka, terus tersenyum menawarkan bahagia?

Andai selepas beberapa tahun berumahtangga, aku diputuskan pemeriksaan perubatan bahawa diri ini mandul dan tidak mampu merahimkan cahaya mata impian kita, apakah aku masih kekasih hatimu?

Jika aku ditakdirkan Allah diuji dengan barah payu dara, terpaksa mengorbankan salah satu atau keduanya, kimoterapi meluruhkan rambutku yang pernah menjadi pujianmu, tubuh lemahku menumpang kasih dalam pelukanmu, berak kencingku di dalam kain batik yang pernah kau hadiahkan kepadaku, masihkah engkau mencintaiku?

Andai aku ditakdirkan diuji oleh ALLAH dengan mengalami kemalangan sehingga patah tulang kaki, sudikah dirimu menjagaku, memelukku dan menyayangiku. Adalah anda engkau wahai suamiku memenuhi segala permintaanku..

Alhamdulillah..

Syukran.. Another blessing day of Ramadhan.... Alhamdulillah i've met Ramadhan again :)

This is my last year "Puasa" as a SINGLE Lady =) after this onwards Puasa berdua .... Belajar sikit2 how to cook, to serve food , to get everything is ready before "berbuka" . Its not an easy things for me as my Future husband sgttttttt cerewet pasal mkn2 neh ! aishhhh

ثَلَاثُ دَعَوَاتٍ مُسْتَجَابَاتٍ ؛دَعْوَةُ الصَّائِمِ وَدَعْوَةُ الْمُسَافِرِ وَدَعْوَةُ الْمَظْلُوْمِ

Ada tiga macam doa yang mustajab, yaitu doa orang yang sedang puasa, doa musafir dan doa orang yang teraniaya. (HR Baihaqi)

60 % preparation DONE !

Wedding Checklist

1. Tarikh/ Waktu/ Lokasi/ Tema

- Nikah

- Resepsi

2. Legal Document

- Kursus kahwin
- HIV Test

- Borang perkahwinan: In progress

3. Pakaian + Aksesori

Nikah

- Baju nikah
-Tudung

- Veil

- Kasut

Resepsi

- Baju resepsi

- Tudung

- Veil

- Kasut

- Aksesori

4. Caterer

- Nikah

- Resepsi

5. Majlis perkahwinan

Nikah

- Kanopi

- Meja + Kerusi

- Pelamin nikah

- Caterer

- Dekorasi: Discussed!

- Hiasan bilik pengantin

- Gubah Hantaran : Kak Lang

Resepsi

- Dewan

- Meja + Kerusi
-Pelamin

- Caterer

- PA System: Provided

- Projector: Provided

- Wedding coordinator

6. Make-up

- Nikah

- Resepsi

Bertandang

7. Fotografi

- Discuss

8. Videografi

-Discuss later

9. Bilik pengantin

- Langsir: mak tempah
- Perabot bilik : him
- Cadar: him

- Karpet : him

- Dekorasi:him

10. Kecantikan

- Facial

- Spa

- Manicure/ Padicure
- Inai

11. Doorgift

- Mak settle

12. Kek/ Pulut kuning

- Nikah : mummy/kak lang
- Recepsi

13. Stationary

- Wedding card : After raya
- Banner : After raya

14. Entertainment

- Penari
- songs selection
- kompang

15. Bunga-bungaan

- Bunga pegang (Nikah)

- Bunga pegang (Resepsi)

- Corsage

- Bunga pegang untuk bridesmaid

- Hiasan kereta pengantin

- Dekorasi meja (Nikah)

- Dekorasi meja (Resepsi)

are u ready for it ??

Assalamualaikum to all of you,

Countdown has begun!..

It's Sunday and only few hours left before Ramadhan..I'm pretty much excited. I'm sure you all too..everybody dah pasang niat and berazam to make this Ramadhan a better one than previous. Ye lah...it's a waste if we didn't make full use of it...banyakkan beramal, kejar pahala, yg kita tahu akan berlipat ganda dalam bulan Ramadhan..insyaAllah. Tak salah kalau kita nak letak niat tinggi-tinggi, contohnye macam tak nak ponteng tarawih, walaupon kita tau tahap kemampuan kita ;p

Apart from puasa and terawih, Ramadhan means preparing for raya too...preparing for raya means more money need to be spend...buying new clothes, new shoes, new bag, kuih raya, duit raya, ..etc...these never ending list of "things-to-buy" equals to MONEY... the most important things is u, yourself kna pandai manage ur $$$ and me, for this raya i dont spend much for my raya (cukuplah ade 1 baju raya) cause i have to spend muchhhhhhhh on my wedding!

Wat ever it is i wanna take this chances to wish u SELAMAT BERPUASA and behave yourself during this Ramadhan not even on Ramadhan but for all the time :)

HAPPY FASTING !!

TIRED!

TIRED!!

Byk kerje,
Cuaca panas,
Hujan lebat,
Tak cukup tido,
Salah faham dgn bf, gadoh, nangis, kene marah
Tertekan
Penat nak fikir pasal hati org lain...
Tak cukup minum air kosong, kulit pun stress.
Wlaupun 3 bulan je lg, tapi macam 3 tahun.
Rindu bf.
kena siapkan report
Letih letih letih!!!!!!!!!!!!!

4 month !

Yeaaaaahhhhhh lagi 4 month nak kawen!

Tak faham lagi ke????????????

I LOVE YOU for the rest of mylife!!!! ~

cinta antara kita
tiada penghalangnya
walau akhir usia
ku menyintai dirimu
ku hanya menunggu mu
menyata kau cintaku
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg…
ku kan berjanji
menyintamu syg...

Cinta Antara Kita: with lyrics

:: My future husband....

I want to be loved unconditionally.. always.

I want that person to always say that he loves me. that i am the only one he always thinks of.

I want that person to always be by my side (not necessarily being present, just support me) whenever i feel insecure n whenever im at my lowest ground.

I want that person to always touch my hair, n tuck strands of it behind my ear n whispers how lucky he is to have me.

I want that person to see me as not only a lover, but a good friend who he can always come to and share his problems.

I want that person to acknowledge me as someone really important in his life to his friends n family.

I want that person to be fair to me. NO EGO at all (coz i have no ego left in me when it comes to him)

I want that person to call me n say he's sorry for being sucha stupid asshole but is still lucky to have me coz he knows that ill forgive him for his stupidity anyway ( which is true).

I want that person to know that being in love with me is not a GAME. its never about who wins n who losses. its just about how much he cares for me to admit his mistakes n same goes to me.

I want that person to forgive me for being sucha bitch sometimes. but only because i love him so much (he doesnt noe that)

I want that person to stop being so egoistic n just love me for who i am.

I want that person to know that life right now may seem like this. but we always got to believe that it will get better. as long as we are together n we put effort together.

I want that person to know that any problem in this world ade jalan penyelesaian nye. there is nothing that cant be fixed !!!

PRESENTATION ;)

Yes! we did well !!! This is my last presentation b4 completing my degree :)

I've been stuck

I need to go out. I can't stay at home everyday like this doing nothing. Everyday the same old routine. I'm sick of sitting in front of the laptop all day long surfing this freaking internet. Boleh gila.

Another reason why I need to get a life is because the longer I stay in the house, I have full confidence that I boleh gila for the reason that my mind won't stop thinking about this and that. Like I wanna sleep so badly but my mind doesn't want to shut. I've been thinking too much. Come on, I do not have anything else to do, thus my mind keep thinking. Thinking about the present and the future. Thank God, I rarely think about the past. Perhaps I'm the type who forgets. I must do something that can distract my mind from thinking nonsense.

My body needs to do something that can make me feel tired in order for me to get a very deep sleep. For instance, if you go out and do something, get home feeling worn-out ,you'll definitely fall asleep easily, correct? But if you just stay at home, lazing around, do nothing.... you don't have the point to fall asleep, don't you? Maybe I should start jogging or something.

hurmmmm

You will never notice me crying.

Perhaps it's because you don't know me well enough even though you said that you do but you are actually not, I guess.

I'm afraid that you are not the one for ......

I've noticed few things that make me feel a little bit uneasy about us..But I don't know..I might be wrong, hurm...

Hoping that this is just a test from HIM.

I'm not READY ~ pffft

Final exam is just about 1 month.. I can feel the air of tense sipping in slowly~
why oh why, every time there's exam, I'd go nuts! half mental, half psycho, half retard, half gloomy, half moody, bape banyak half da.
Even though things are not as complicated as it used to be, but my attitude towards exam stays the same. LAZY ASS BITCH. why oh why?

but i do have planned something out for my exam preparation this semester.
Hope it'll work out. Thanks to someone, who encouraged me to do an early prep this sem.;)

and still, i don't know why hati gundah gulana every time i think of exam. cuak ke? da berbelas tahun belajar pon still cuak lg? OMG noora! where's your leklu~-sapkok lu~-attitude mcm time2 freshman year dulu? Patot makin lama stdy, makin relax, cool, n calm. Ini, lagi da tua, lagi cpt gelabah kenapa????? It shows, sy dah tua sebenarnye. fikiran da matang, so de pk panjang sket. that's why bile pk exam, pk result, pk keje, pk future, pk money..Oooouuuhhhh..so many things to think and worry about.
(-_-)

ok STOP.
the important thing is, WALK THE TALK!
promise?????? yessss....i promiseee..atleast, for now. heheh.

my words....

Yes, We can't tell the future and we don't have the power to control our fate and destiny. Things might not end up like we wanted to. BUT, as long as you're with me I promise...

-I'll appreciate you for as long as we're still together.
-To love you wholeheartedly,
-Be as sincere as possible,
-Make sure you'll be the happiest man alive,
-lend a hand when you need one,
-To share tears and laughter,
-To give the sweetest smile, ;)
-Make the best out of everything I have with you.
and Lastly, to be thankful for having you in my life....

i love you b!

Memory Loss / pelupa syndrome

I hate it when i cant remember the words that accurately explains certain situation/stuff/behavior.

When this happened , i got utterly frustrated and tried so hard to squeeze every bits of my brain juice to work !

I think i might have the early symptom of Memory Loss Syndrome. MLS.
MALAS more like it!

Kenape?

Sebab
MLS nak membaca like i used to.
MLS nak menulis like i was once before
MLS nak refer to dictionary when i come across a new vocab that i arent familiar with. That used to be a good habit of mine but along the way , i think that habit gradually faded away. I think the internet turn me into this.



huh watever

Its FRIDAY ! yeaaaaa

Because Friday is the best day of the week.

i think.

Plus he didnt go for work on FRIDAY ;)

How could someone worked from Monday to Friday and STILL have work to do on SATURDAY AND SUNDAY?

"picture above currently not related to the tittle" TQ

HAVE A WONDERFUL FRIDAY!

Owh MY gucci !

1stly, mengeluh dulu...sighhhhhhhhh Owh my GOD nora! what the hell happent to you? tau tak kau ni da last sem, last year!! lagi malas sana..malas sini..kau ingat kau pandai sgt ke weyyy? pandai sgt tu tak la, tapi pandai la jugak kan ! takde la nak ckp bgus sgt kan. malas2 aku pon still i got GOOD MARK kalu nak di banding dgn bdk2 yg 4 flat mmg la aku jauh tertinggal....but ermm ok la tu i got dean list wattt ( dgn riak skali)
Currently there are few things in my mind now :

1) nak kawennn ( knape yg ni nak kna put as priority? sbb da gatal sgt
2) The place for my internship ( nak yg bg elaun 1k> ) demand sgt kau ni
3) Assignment yg menimbun tapi dgn slumber di abaikan
4)Test on this tuesday n thursday! slumber tak bukak buku pon, time test baru bukak buku ( usually aku buka buku, krol tukang cover line)
5) Owhh final exam! ni kalu ade sangkut mmg matiiiiii la..... hopefully clear semua ( alaaaa 5 subjek je pon , gile bodo kalu fail ! )

Setiap kali b4 tdo mmg asyik terpk knape la aku ni makin malas...tak tau la ape penyakit sekarang ni... tapi ade jugak yang rajin : rajin tdo, rajin kuar melepak atau erti kate lain bersantai hahah, rajin menghabiskan duit!! yang ni mmg sgt2 rajin, takyah suruh aku da volunteer nak buat sendiri ;)

eh da la malas nak ckp lagi... tgk tu malas lagi..mmg MALAS
gambar kat bwh ni takde kene mengena idup atau mati, saje nak bgtau tudung ni future mom in law yang bagi..awwwwww gedik kau ni!



sejuk mata memandang..sejuk kan..sejuk kan? hahaha

transform of 2011 :)

As 2011 begin, i decided to wear hijab..i rase this is the right time tuk berubah ;) i taknak bebel byk2...so this is NEW ME :)

MY FAIRY TALE WEDDING STORY

I always dream that weddings were suppose to be romantic like in a fairy tale. If I had to plan the wedding of my dreams it would be on top of a hill, cliff overseeing nature's beauty or in the garden. I have heard of Cinderella, Snow White, and Princess Jasmine from bedtime stories , television shows and movies when i was kid. I dreamed that, one day I shall wear fairy tales wedding dresses on my wedding day. I can be beautiful princesses on my wedding day and that day will come soon (InsyaAllah) . I will have my chance at being the princess marrying my prince in my very own modern fairy tale of a love story.

Though elegant and somewhat elaborate, my wedding day was everything I ever hoped for. I will be wearing a delicate but beautiful sleeveless wedding dress with crystals beadings and semi-precious stones. I will wear a flower crown on my head. The bridesmaid dresses would be lavender. The groomsmen tuxes would be lavender and black. The white arch would decorated in a beautiful array of colors . For the wedding wear shoes, I will wear a Cinderella glass high heel shoes.

Red roses, live birds and nature were the setting for this fairy tale wedding theme. I will decorate the garden with fairy tale theme, using a lot of pastel colored tulle, satin ribbons, bows, pearl, bells, birds, coaches, castles, red roses, ivory decorations, pumpkins and not forget a red carpet too. I will place candles on both sides along the garden path. Enhance the atmosphere of my garden setting wedding with my Cinderella fairy tale theme by adding trellises and arches adorned with flowers and ivy and white chairs draped in tulle. On the reception table, I will locate an ice sculpture made to depict a castle, a horse drawn carriage or a "Glass Slipper" ice sculpture made for the centre of the reception table.

In order to reflect my wedding theme, I prefer a DJ, or actual performers get scores or sound track of the movie Cinderella, Beauty and the Beast and favorite songs for background music classical string quartet, a harpist or a solo pianist will be perfect and for dancing. To set the mood for my theme wedding, I will arrive by horse drawn carriage and leave the same way, also I will give rides to my guests between the ceremony and the reception..

you are my destiny in my life...hope our dreams come true..may god bless us :)

This will be my fairytale castle wedding cake topper with horse drawn pumpkin coach.

This will be my fairy tale wedding favors

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